09/08/2014 (Mon) 21:00:41
In the last few days we spent a night camping at the beach with everyone (we were 5 people in total), there was a lot of booze, I fucking love rum. At one point we started talking about chicks, I'm a closet faggot and I never came out to everyone, I don't even know if I'm uncomfortable with it, the only thing I know is that most of the people in my life wouldn't approve me being gay, one thing I noticed is how Tora went silent for a while, joking occasionally, at one point I asked: "well, what about you?", reply was like:
"ahah, yeah I tried, but women just ain't my thing dude." and went silent for a while.
Weed and other booze followed, me and Tora walked into the pinewood because I had to pee.
I don't know why I said it, heart was pumping and I just went with: "I think I'm gay too".
After another joint he kissed me, I went awkward and then I kissed him back. It started from there, but it ended in 5 days, we spent the last night together (n-no homosex) and then we just left and took our own roads.
We call each other occasionally, still don't know how this story changed me.
Still there are a lot of things similar to morenatsu eh? Fuck. It's sad though.>>2315>There's some conflict of interests going on between the writer and another person, but not much to be done about it
anyway I hope they are up to something, seems like they didn't work on the project for long if they had a software problem.